Bhai me mere ma baba ka ghar chhodkar abhi city me Room pr rehh  Raha hoo . Mene apne ma ,baba,dadi aur khood se wada kiya hai bs iss baar me khood ko pura badal kar rahunga . Khood ko Jivan me kamyab insan babanke dikhaunga. 

   Me aya to hoo khood confirt zone se bahar nikal kar shuruwat to mene kar di hai ,par phir bhi me n Jane kis chij se dar Raha hoo ki mere man negative khayal aa rahe hai . Khood par se vishwas kam ho raha hai , me nahi kar sakunga aisa lag raha hai , confidence kam ho gaya hai , aaj tak ki sari galtiyo ka pachhatava ho raha hai , mene apna Jivan barbad kar diya hai mai ab khood ko kabhi purane jaisa insan nahi bana paunga aur Jis ladki ko me Chahta hoo wo ladki kabhi mere jivan me nahi ayegi  jo mene usko lekar sapne dekhe hai wo kabhi pure nahi honge'  mene ab bahut der kar di ab wo samay chala gaya ab mera jivan barbad ho gaya hai me kabhi chije hasil nahi kar paunga ,,,

   Aise Vichar mere man me aa rahe hai bhai . Me khood ko puri tarah akela samaj Raha hoo. Me lonely feel kar raha hoo . Bahot lonely aur negative feel kar raha hoo.

Par nahi bhai ab kuch bhi ho jaye me jivan me sirf ek baar ke liye hi kyu n sahi par ye challenge to pura karke rahunga aur wo is baar hi hoga , chahe mera baki sab kuch chhut jaye ya me un sab me se kisi bhi kam me safal na rahu , puri tarah se fail ho jau par phir bhi me challenge ko pura karunga sirf yahi mere jivan ko sambhal sakta hai ....

Bhagwan mere pasand ki koi chij muze de ya na de uski muze koi asakti nahi me bas sirf Apne Family ke liye jiunga , Me bas unke Chehre par khushi dekhna chahta hoo . Unki ankho me mere liye Garv dekhna chahta hoo . Bas baki kisi se muze 1% bhi Lena Dena nahi hai . 

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